Another thing that has not changed is my love for books, I've been reading a lot as a relaxing thing. My music taste has been changing too, now I listen to Bach to relax, my love for Bon Jovi and rock has been coming back.
The way I eat has been changing, now I don't crave any junk food, maybe is temporary... I don't know.
The thing is that I've been feeling weird, the other day I had a panic attack and everything started feeling quite dry and vulnerable. I started drinking coffee again, maybe is because of that, my therapist says that I like to takes steps back and forward. Maybe is because I haven't been sleeping that well but I'm not sad, I'm feeling vulnerable. For the first time, I'll listen what she says and maybe I'l take a day free for real and stop drinking coffee. I'll take deep breaths and two steps back.
I know this is weird but I quite like writing this. It feels like talking to a friend that I haven't seen in a long time. I might do this more often.
Thanks for reading and never forget to smile!
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