It's been rough isn't it? You still haven't figured out who you are and you gave to choose a mayor to go into. Everyone has high hopes on you, most of your family are finally trusting in you again, just like you wanted remember?
You've been working a lot, you've been fighting a lot too, that's not like you, you know better than that, maybe you should listen to your friends and keep going with your life, leave all that pain and experiences behind, they are bringing no good.
Don't forget about the people that have been by your side, they matter too, sometimes you tend to be a little over the top and let you bad mood take over your mind, they should pay it, you are too harsh with them at times.
Also, take care of yourself, I know that all the boys around you die to get in your pants, but you are going to regret so much not eating healthier, that bad habit of overeating, and eating your problems is not going to help at all, remember that your body is always first.
The most important thing I want to tell you is that no matter how hard the situation is, how bad the moment seems, you are stranger than you think and you are going to be able to fight through all of that, it's going to hurt for a long time and it'll leave scars but you are going to learn so much from all of this.
Don't give up, don't lose your dreams, you are a fighter and you are going to get through all of this.