I haven't done one of this in a while and I figured, even when I've been talking about my life a lot, I haven't been updating you properly, so I decided to write this with all of the things that have been bothering me or that I've been dying to tell you.
First, I've been more stressed and anxious with school, I think it's because I've been putting a lot of pressure on myself to be better. The thing is that being average is quite simple for me, I just do what I have to do and that's it, I don't go that extra mile, which is what I've been doing lately and it's hard, although is paying off quite nicely.
Second, I started doing yoga, something I never thought I would do because everyone made it look quite hard and it was something I said it was too much for me, well I spoke too soon, I swear my big mouth is going to be my death, anyway, the other day due to stress and a horrible posture during classes, I had a banging back pain, nothing was taking it away, so I decided to made this yoga back stretches and I was as good as new the next day, so they are sticking with me, I think.
Third, there are many things I want to do, I'm working on a new project which you'll probably get to see on October, around my birthday, I think, if everything goes according to my plan and "The Editor's" plan,
Forth, I'm changing and updating some past post, mostly the #12Stories, I had a "no changing once is up" policy but it's for a good project, I think, I'm combining all of those to turn it into a permanent project called "Voice For Everyone" which had the same idea as 12Stories, there are people wanting to tell their stories but don't know how or where, I want to help them do that, plus I'm a little bit nosey and love knowing more about people. I have some really cool things planned for the future.
Fifth, I've been posting this little chronics to share with you some different aspects of my life with you, like what music do I like, what books are my favourite, what I eat, because ever since I added that "LifeStyle" tab up there I wanted to do something fun to show you more, but I didn't knew how to translate it from my life to a post, and I also was kind of afraid of criticism, so that's a way of bringing back to life that tab, I also have amazingly good things planned for that.
Sixth, "Eva", my plant named ater the adorable "Wall-E" robot is still going strong, I have it on my desk as company, I love how it's low maintenance yet it looks so cute and gives something extra to my desk that was looking quite plain and boring and that made me avoid working in here, I like to talk to her, not with her because th moment she starts to answer me it means I have lost my mind.
Seventh, French, or as I like to call it "My Oh-So-Sweet Torture", I like that I know can curse in three different languages and the vibe of my classroom, what I hate with a passion is how crazy my teacher is, I won't go indeep, I'm just going to say that he is young and communicative.
Eighth, my Bullet Journal is still going strong, but I don't know, I haven't been as committed to use it as I would want to, this week I've been really making an effort and actually updating it at night before bed, but I still think that I'm missing something, I'm actually changing the setup for April, it may help, overall it really helps me in tough days and I enjoy it, I just have to use it more.
Ninth, my routine has changed, I realised I was struggling to do things at certain hours and what I did was to slowly incorporate different activities like yoga instead of staying on the couch thinking that I had better things to do, that's how I added yoga.
Tenth and final one before this gets ridiculously long, I want to read more, I know that I've been reading a lot of wattpad stories, some of them are really good, I'm not even going to try and denie that, my problem is that I also want to include some books, so this month I'm going to post it, that way I have to do it.
I think that all I have to report for now, I hope you are having a great afternoon, that you enjoyed the last few days of the month and keep on dreaming.

It's that time of the month again, review week, this year, even when I haven't been writing about it, it's going back to my monthly layout, seeing what my main goals at the beginning of the month were and figuring out what worked and what didn't, that way I can improve next time.
My main goal was to be more productive and organised, the previous months were quite hectic but not as much for me to be a mess, so I made a huge clean out and try to put my life back on the right track.
The first few days were fine, I found myself with more work and less free time on my hands, but I also found myself sleeping better at night and having better morning as I didn't had to rush around trying to find what I needed for the day.
The main problems I had to tackle were: he way I was leaving stuff everywhere and not where it belonged, finishing works last minute instead of planning ahead, losing time with things that could What I found is that I was being messy because I wanted to, I was being more lazy than ever, there were many things I was able to do to work on things but I was almost avoiding them, I was making excuses up and justifying my messiness, that was not me.
Next thing was my routine, I was developing this really bad habits, I was sleeping more than I should, running late to class and again making excuses up, I probably was late to 90% of my classes on February, which for me is a lot, I'm not used to any of this.
Another thing that was bothering me was my body, I lost weight at the beginning of the year but then gained it back at the last past of the month, because I started eating more sugar and not paying attention to any of the stuff I was eating, so I changed a lot of things, I started even trying yoga and now I feel better and lighter over all.
Finally was my attitude, towards the end of February I was feeling anxious and shy, it was a huge step back for me, I was finally starting to make friends when someone from my past decided to return and look out for me, which only made me feel insecure, so this month I decided to not give recognition, I talk to that person and instead of hiding, I decided that I was stronger and could take whatever he had to bring.
I found some sort of peace this month with all of the things I've been doing, now as I write this I can tell you that I feel better, calmer and I see more light than I see darkness. I'm up for taking more risks and seeing what life brings and what I can give out.

This past week I had my spring break, only one week to rest and recharge my battery, but as always I didn't anticipated half of the things that ended up happening.
We first made plans to go and visit my grandma in Acapulco on the weekend, but those plans were later cancelled as we realised that half of our family members had to work on Saturday, so as it was a long weekend, we decided to make a road trip, just my parents and myself to my favourite place in the city on Sunday.
Monday was a day to slowly go back to work and do whatever we had left, but here's were the surprise factor comes in, my grandma was feeling sick so my mum decided to make an impromptu trip from Wednesday night to Friday. This shortened my week from 5 whole days, to 1 1/2 days, where I wanted to see my friends "Chef", "Jolie" and "Artiste". That Monday night was hell for me, I was crying from feeling so stressed, but I had a plan for Tuesday.
I told my friends "Chef" and "Jolie" that I had too much on my plate and that even when I wanted to join them when they were getting their tattoos, I had to cancelled, luckily the tattoo artist was my friend and he covered me up.
The plan for the day was to get up early, buy whatever I was missing, do some work and join them for their tattoo at 11 a.m. but again, how boring my life would be if everything went according to plan, I ran out of time before I realised, so I had to run to my friend's studio but before that I had to call my friend to make sure they were there which ruin the surprise a little bit, but they were still surprised and not so mad for not joining them.
Then, my friend misunderstood the time I made the appointment so we had to kill four hours and that really wasn't part of my plan, so we went to a gallery and ate sushi while we talked about men and I remembered why I loved them so much, heading back, I was nervously shaking, I haven't seen my friend in so long.
My friend "Chef" was the first one, I held her hand the whole way through, she took it like a champion, then my friend "Jolie" decided it was her turn, she choose something to represent the three of us, which was heart warming, I also held her hand, because I want to make them suffer when I have mine done.
But I still had one more friend to visit, I told "Artiste" that I had a surprise for her and I indeed had a plan, but I ran out of time, she worked from 5:30 to 10:00 p.m. and I got out of the studio at 4:50 p.m. I left both my friends with a confused look as I got into a cab and rushed to the building where she works. I was lucky enough to get there at 5:00 p.m. but she was not having the whole surprise idea, we didn't talked as much as I would've wanted to but it was great to see her when I had the time.
Wednesday was my "Getting Ready" day, every time I travel I like to do somethings before hand, like leaving everything nice and clean, I change my sheets, take my laundry out, work my way through the last bits of work I might have left and most importantly, I like to pack calmly, if I rush, I forget things, so I make a list and work my way though while I find stuff that I might need. We travel that night, but as soon as we were there, I crashed, I was so tired that I could only think of sleeping.
Thursday was our only full day there, so as we already know the area, we decided to take the day to fully relax, we went out for breakfast with my grandma and then enjoyed the rest of the day just chatting, sleeping and I did a lot of writing, which I'm proud of, it felt like a vacation, something we haven't had in a long time.
Friday was really funny, we had late brunch, we all talked, catched up, enjoyed a movie, our bus was actually leaving at 2 p.m. that day, so after going to say goodbye to some family that weren't at my aunt's place, we headed back to my lovely city, visiting new places is always fun, but there's something about walking the streets, hanging out here, coming back to my place and sleeping in my bed that I love way too much.
And now it's Saturday, I'm writing this to dump everything that's on my brain right now, I needed it to start with a fresh mind next week, I go back to school, to exams, to work and I don't want to start with stress, I want to do it as best as I can.
Hope you have a great week and keep on dreaming.

Food is a main thing in my life, I love everything about food except the whole cooking idea, I've never liked the idea and even when I can make a few dishes I never adventure myself to do it, because I rather watch from a safe distance than burning something.
There are a few things that I like to it every once in awhile, I would never say that I have a favourite type of food, I like trying new, interesting things, but there are also times when I like to stick with the things I've eaten before.
As most of you know, I didn't knew how to lead this section, I just knew I wanted to add it, so as this is a first for me, I'm going to talk you through my favourite and main dishes I like to it and when, because we all have certain food we like to it at certain times.
Breakfast:
This may be the trickiest meal for me, I'm usually on a rush to get to school every morning, so I tend to go for simple things, my main three have to be "Banana and nutella sandwich", "Toast with cream cheese" and "A croissant with a decaf latte", the last one as you can see is the more posh one, because it's what I would usually have when I go to a coffee shop near my school.
But things change when I go out with someone or my parents, I like sweet and savory breakfast, so when I go out, I usually go for pancakes and eggs, or one or the other, it really depends on my hunger that day.
Lunch:
This is the one meal I can sit down and actually enjoy by myself, when I'm at home I usually eat pre-made food by my lovely mum, but when I have to cook I usually do something easy like pasta, nothing fancy just plain pasta.
When I go out to eat or I have the energy to stop at a place before heading home, I usually choose sushi, it's the one thing I can eat everyday and not get tired of it, if that's not an option, I would go for a sandwich/burger or chicken option.
On to food from my country, I love mexican food, everything about it is wonderful, I personally love tacos, every kind of tacos that there is and I really think everyone should try them at least once.
Diner:
I'm used to have late dinners, usually at around 8 p.m. at night, this is the one meal I actually eat with any of my parents and it depends on what we feel like having that day, it can go from some fruit salad, to some pastries, to even tacos. This is the one meal that changes a lot around here.
As you can see, non of my meals are consistent, I do try to eat until I'm satisfied, not more, not less, I do have some sort of schedule, I usually have breakfast before 7 a.m., lunch at about 1 p.m and as I said diner is at around 8 p.m. I do eat something in between, usually fruit or granola bars to keep me going through the day.
I hope that this marks a good beginning for this section and that I can actually update it more often.

There is a McFly song that's called "Love is Easy" where they describe why love becomes easy when you are in love, and it's true, love and life are easy things once you are either in love or doing something you love.
All of this came into my mind when someone asked me how I manage to get out of bed every morning even when I'm tired or just sad, I've never thought of any of this until they mentioned it, I don't know how I do it, I just know why I do it.
Ever since I overcame my depression two years ago, I realised that no one was ever going to pick me up, I had to do it myself, no one has more interest in me than myself, it became almost my responsibility to pick my mess up and continue moving on.
There's no rhyme just a reason to do this, once you set a goal, you have to set yourself to success, there's is no failure, there are mistakes and rocks on the way but non of those have to put you down, because the more you set yourself to fail, the more it's going to happen and the harder is going to be to pick yourself up.
No, it's not easy, it'll actually never be easy, as I said, I was the one pushing myself forward, no matter what others sad when I was down, I never listened and even when I tried things that worked on others, nothing was helping me, it wasn't until I was keen on the whole idea of me pushing myself out of that hole of misery I was in.
If you are going through rough times, through depression or something similar, remember that there's a bright end to it, but you have to be the one trying to find that bright end, because if you don't do it, no one is going to do it for you, just say that enough is enough and find a dream to follow, make that your main goal, make it that thing that makes you get up and be ready every morning. Always do it for yourself and by yourself, that way it'll feel more like an accomplishment.
Never let small things put you down and keep on dreaming.

Ever since I entered college, I've been finding hard to balance my life, everything seems harder and the days seem longer and the nights shorter, I don't seem to get enough sleep or time to go out, I have to work and do my school work and yet have a social life. I'm an "Inbetweener" 

Coucou! Welcome back, this is your usual hostess, coming to you from the comfort and craziness that my home is right now, I have a crying baby, a professional talk and a couple on the background, what a lovely way to start a weekend and spring break, but it hasn't been like this all week.
Let's go back to Saturday when it all started, we had a lovely family gathering planned thanks to my grandma's birthday, we had a long way to go and a long way back, but the time we had there was amazing, we had time to talk and enjoy their company.
Sunday was to make everything we didn't do on Friday or Saturday, so I didn't had as many time to enjoy and relax as I would want to, so with all of the pain in my heart I had to go to bed just in time to have a full time of sleep before Monday.
Monday was when the actual craziness started, I had to catch up with homework and paper work, it seemed like I was out for two weeks, I don't know how gone I was to not notice any of this happening around me, but at least I had another reason to get organised.
Tuesday was when my life started to take shape and actually make sense, with a clear mind and a tidy place I had the opportunity to really get to work, but my body was too tired for me to continue, so before I knew it I was taking a nap that made me lose half of my day.
Wednesday was what I would call normal, I had early classes, early meals and an afternoon filled with homework, work, blog work and another unplanned nap.
Thursday was interesting, my body was too worn out to go out, so I actually went to school to two classes and then headed back home, I wanted this day to be quite similar to my Wednesday but luck wasn't going to be on my side, my parents planned an outing so I had to do my things in a rush and then go with them, which took a big part of my night, that left me with less time than usual.
Friday the end of the week, the day that marked the beginning of my spring break, I was so excited, yet so hesitant of this day that I didn't fully enjoyed it. I had to go to four early classes where I was left with a ton of extra work for vacation days, but at the end I was free and the rest of my Friday was quite the same from there, lunch with my parents and fix some phone issues with my mum.
So, today is Saturday and out of nowhere, part of my family decided to come to spend time here, at our place, don't get me wrong, I love my family, but this week the only thing I want to do is sleep. Even with that I enjoyed their company and the time we spent together.
I'm really praying to have a nice, not so rushed, relaxing week, but at this point of my life, I don't know anything. Have a great night, a wonderful week and keep on dreaming.

Books are not the main thing on my day to day life, what really matters to me is music, I can't go a day without it, I have to have it while I walk, clean, eat, before bed and while I shower. I don't like defining my musical taste because if I like it, I'm going to listen to it, I don't care if I get criticized because at the end it reflects who we are, it's part of us, another thing that makes us unique.
I won't talk about my favourites at the moment, I'm going to talk about the songs that remind me something in my life, songs that have a connection with me and that represent the person I was at that point in life.
-Superheroes by The Script. It has a really powerful message of how to overcome problems and pain, I was listening to this the last I had a panic attack and it helped me to calm down, to see things with a clear mind and not freak out more.
-Drag Me Down by One Direction. Fun fact, when this came out I was preparing to go out with my parents with no particular destination. It actually reminds me of them and how they have helped me be stronger and they never left, not even when times were rough.
-Paradise by Coldplay. This song reminds to take a step back, to keep on dreaming even when times are rough, no matter what happen, I use this to relax me and remember that I'm also a human. Plus, this is the one song I love to sing along to.
-Give Our Dreams Their Wings To Fly by Tim McMorris. When I first listened to this song I liked the rhythm, when I started to pay attention to the lyrics and realised the message it had, I became addicted to this song, so now every time I feel down about something or I can't find my centre I listen to this song.
-Lies by McFly. This was a high school favourite, one that I forgot for a while but I found it again when I had a fight with one of my friends, when I realised that lies can hurt people, I felt connected with the song and now I hear it to remember that lies can only lead to more lies.
-Little Me by Little Mix. When this song came out I was in a really bad place, I was trying to overcome problems and the lyrics defined what I wish I could tell to others, what I wish I knew before I made all of those mistakes.
-Merry Christmas, Baby by Hanson. Of course I would have a festive song, this year my family came together for the first time in almost ten years and it felt good, I was listening to this song all over December and it reminds me of jokes around the table and horrible road trips with them.
-Not Afraid by Eminem. Every time I got mad or disturbed by anything I listened to this song, it's empowering and I sometimes forget how much I love it until something changes my mood, I always go back to this.
-Not Strong Enough by Apocalyptica. The first time I had a panic attack I was hearing this song, but this doesn't bring me bad memories, it reminds me of how "The Entrepreneur" held me and calmed down,
-Photograph by Nickelback. I have mixed feelings, leaving high school was the best but also the hardest thing I ever had to do, so every time I listen to this song I remember a few things that I went through and it hurts but it's also nice to see how much I've grown since then.
-Style by Taylor Swift. I had to put a break up song, this explains a little bit of my past relationships, how we I still see them and I feel something and even when I don't go down that rabbit hole, I sometimes fall, it reminds me of one person in particular, how he always comes back to me, how I've come back to him, yet neither of us accept anything.
-Welcome to my life by Simple Plan. An oldie but a goodie, one of my first friends in middle school used to love this song and as I grew I started to understand the meaning behind it and now it just became a song I listen to, when I want to remember those good moments from school to my home.
If my library doesn't lie, those are my most important songs, of course there a bunch more with different meanings but this are the ones that stand out more to me, I can listen to this ones and go back to that moment of my life. What are your most meaningful songs?

In my family they always expect excellence from me, everything below that is not acceptable. I've grown with this idea that I have to be the best in order to be someone or to have their attention, how sick is that, they always expected me to have the best grades, the best jobs, the best taste and I didn't realised any of this until later on my life.
I became competitive and hard to please because I thought that I was supposed to be and had the best, everything in my life was about being the best possible to please others, not me and it was fine for a while but things got harder as everyone raised their expectations, I thought that I was not good enough.
There was this one boy that wanted to kiss me, he was looking around for an opportunity, idealising that kiss, telling me how pure and honest his feelings were, trying to make me fall, but I was afraid, what if he was expecting a good kiss just because I had a pretty face? what if it wasn't what he expected?
Ever since I entered high school everyone expected me to be this maneater, I had the looks, everyone expected to see me with different boys everyday, everyone thought I was an airhead with a passion for men, so when I started to get along with many boys as friends they started to talk, to say what they wanted, without knowing what was going on. Because that's what they were expecting.
Why do we feel the need to always expect something from someone? Wouldn't it be easier if we just enjoy the moment and stop expecting things from others? What if we actually do things instead of sitting around and expecting something to happen? We are putting unnecessary pressure on ourselves and others, for free. Expectations can ruin everything.
I get that it's in our nature to build expectation, to try and guess what would things be like before they happen, it feeds our curiosity, it's part of who we are, and there's a part that can make things more exciting and funnier. But there's also another part that can ruin the fun and pressure people into doing things they don't want to do or that they are not so good at.
What I'm trying to say is that instead of relay on expectations what don't we just enjoy the moment and what we are living, stop putting pressure on yourself, that's unnecessary and quite harming, but also stop putting pressure on others, just enjoy their company and support them every time they need it.
Just because things didn't went as expected doesn't mean that you can't enjoy it.

When I look back into my past, when someone from my past comes back, when I see something that reminds me of the old days, I realised how much I changed and how much is still to go.
Sometimes when we look into something we realise how much we want to change something for it to look updated, for it to fit more into the person we are becoming, the person we are growing to be, what we don't realise is that this happens because even when we are not a materialistic thing, we all are a work in progress.
Change is a good thing, as we grow we change a lot, we become wiser and more aware of what's around us, we learn things from others, we take things we like and make them ours, we start to create our personalities, our taste but most importantly we start to mold the person we want to become.
As it happens we make mistakes, some big, some small, some may have a way to get fixed, some may haunt us for some time, some you just forget, the bigger part here is to learn from them, there is saying "Humans are the only animal that stumbles two times with the same rock", think about it, how many time have you made a mistake and actually acknowledge it and learn from it?
There are people that don't take anything from anybody and as my mother would say, they grow as ivy, without direction, hitting and missing, not learning from it, thinking that everything about them is perfect, thinking that no matter what the situation is, they are going to right, thinking that they are on top of the world.
I used to be like that, I fell, hard, and it hurt, because I heard people saying how much I deserve it, the sad part was that they were right, I was wrong and it wasn't until I started to accept that I was a human and humans make mistakes that I was able to move on and continue, but not from where I left, from somewhere different.
Growing means learning from everything and everyone, my dad always tells me that just because that person is below you or does something you think is not worthy, a job that you would hate doing, doesn't mean you have to be rude or not appreciate what they do, you never know when they may be able to give you a hand, plus the fact that they are there, doesn't mean they can't grow or be bigger some day.
Life about the risks you take, the mistakes you make, the lessons you learn and the people you meet. Just remember that you are always growing, you are always going to be a work in progress, no matter how young or old you are.

Living in a big city is not always easy, only a few people seem to enjoy the movement and the way everything seems to go quicker, I've been here all of my life and I love it, but sometimes I get to involved on myself and the things I have to do that I forget to stop and look, we get some amazing views and skylines that we don't enjoy as much as we should.
Most of the year we suffer from pollution, I would refer to it as city pollution, but this past week we've been experiencing something really different, we've been in the middle of a storm, we usually experience all of the seasons but in a moderated way, with the storms we've been experiencing colder weather and some really strong wind gusts, so strong that I had to hold on to something while walking because I thought I was going to get blown off.
All of this took the city by surprise, no one was prepared so we've been having some trees down and even some accidents, but the good thing that this brought was that we had the cleanest sky we've had since around this time last year. This was my opportunity, so instead of rushing I decided to take a few moments, enjoy the view and take some pictures.












 











This is a part of my city, it may not be the prettiest but I love it.

One night I was talking with a friend about their relationships, I really haven't had many serious relationships as much as I've had flings and short relationships that don't go anywhere, he on the other hand loves to have a relationship and always reaches for the stars, girls that he fancies but that they don't fancy him back.
Anyway, the conversation took an interesting turn when I told him that no matter how bad they were my precious relationships and how scared I was of falling love, I wanted to try it again, I wanted a boy that loved me and supported every crazy idea I had, of course, remind me to keep my feet on the ground.
He said that I needed to compare my previous relationships to the newest in order to get what I want and I freaked, we started to discuss until I fell asleep, but what he said really stood out to me, why do we compare everything to what happen to us previously?
Every person has something that makes them unique, every person no matter how it is, it's different to the other, you are never going to be able to find a person that it's the same to the other, similar you might, but there's something that makes that person who they are and that's the same thing that makes them different.
Every situation is different, no matter how hard you try, how much you want it, every moment of your life is different, there's no way of re-living what it already happen, you have to live off a memory and even with that, you'll have to let it go at some point.
Then, why do we always put effort in comparing people and situations? Maybe it's because we want to re-live it, because we haven't let that thing/person go. It depends on every person, but doesn't it hurt more when you try your hardest to re-live it?
One of my high school friends once show me a song that said that life is a trip and that moments don't happen twice, that you have to look into every detail and move on.
Remember that we don't own time, no matter how hard we try to stop it, it's continuesly moving forward, so why don't we do the same, comparing only makes us lose time that we are going to get back, moments that we are not going to re-live, people that we might not see again. Of course there are moments that we want to keep forever, but remember, those important memories are always going to be with you as long as you never let them go, just don't live out of them.
We don't need to pay that much attention on how much this look to something we already lived, we have to enjoy what we have in front of us and move on, everyone is unique, every moment happens just once and it's up to you if you enjoy them or not.

The other day I was reading this phrase that said something like this "If you are afraid of falling in love, then why are you here" I don't remember the phrase and I cannot find it, but what stood out to me was the fact that the phrase was inviting people out of their comfort zone.
We all have a comfort zone, sometimes we don't even know we have it until someone points it out, it can go from always drinking the same tea, to just hanging with certain people, to just not daring to do anything that's new.
It's not bad to have a comfort zone, what is bad is staying in there for too long, there are people out there that can do anything and nothing and don't regret it, there are other people that are more cautious and think things through a little bit more and there's people that want to stay in the same place until the others come back, that's when having a comfort zone becomes a problem.
We often hear this phrase "Life is about taking risks" or "Life is about learning to say yes and no" well they both are true but we don't understand them until we have to make a choise ourselves.
Putting our feelings out there or doing something spontaneous can be a scary thing, we never know if we are going to get our hearts broken or if something is going to go wrong, so wrong to end up in jail, and that's what we are afraid of, making the same mistakes we made in the past, making new bigger ones or simply of not knowing what's to come.
The hardest thing is always to take the first step, to decide what are you going to do and having people off your back telling you to get out of your comfort zone makes it worst, sometimes we forget that what it may seem like something easy, for other can be quite hard and difficult to do. Never pressure anyone into doing anything. If you are being pressured, say no and stand by it, rushing is not going to make you any good, it can do quite the opposite thing, you can end up hating it and wanting to go back.
Just think about it for a moment, you want to be the person that can tell their grandchildren all of this amazing stories, or you want to be the one that was too scared to live that has nothing to tell, life is about those little thing, those little challenges, those risks we are willing to take, we don't have to put our lives in danger, we just have to think outside of the box.

Coucou! The first week of the third month and I'm more tired than ever, I had a lot of chocolate to keep me awake and going, but now it's starting to wear off, so I'm trying not to fall asleep on my desk, while writing this and doing some homework.
This week I had one main, important goal, I wanted to put my life back on it's feet, to be as organised as I used to be and most importantly, to stop being a mess, I kind of accomplished it, kind of, what I didn't anticipated was how much of a crazy week was going to be this one.
Sunday was a family, just the three of us, day, which was needed, we never get time off and waking up late, going for brunch and shop around was really nice, also I was really thankful for the extra hours of sleep.
Monday was when the craziness started, I had a lot of school work to catch on with, but one thing slipped, I needed this one book for my French homework, the one book I still needed to buy, so I had to rush all over town to get money and buy it, but me being me, I got lost, had to walk around and got home more tired than ever.
Tuesday was the day I had to catch up with papers and notes for school because I have exams coming up, the joy, so most of my day was spent in between books and towers of papers, what made this day funny was my friend which I'm going to call "Stitch" (Sorry if you are reading this but it really suits you, don't get mad, I'll give you a chocolate) making fun of my conversation with the "Artiste", the thing is that we call each other "Mum" because we tend to worry a bit too much about each other, so he made fun about it.
Wednesday was a working day, I had to catch up on many things so instead of losing time around, I had a really productive working morning, I actually went up to my favourite coffee shop were I met this really nice men that told the people on the coffee shop to fix their Wi-Fi for me and he was really nice, which only made my day better.
Tuesday was a normal day, I used this day for cleaning the little mess I had, because even when I was being really good with cleaning my everyday stuff, the night before I was so tired that I just left everything on the floor, it wasn't a lot but I needed to do it before it grew beyond control.
Friday, this day is always quite weird for me, most of the time I have lunch with my parents after school, but today I had a late class, I handed some papers that were due today and went to a meeting, all before meeting my mum for lunch, right now, the only thing on my mind is my bed and how comfortable it is.
Hope you had an amazing start of the month, have a great day, week, month and keep on dreaming.

I'm a big reader, I like to always have something to read, it doesn't matter the subject or the author, I like exploring and finding hidden pieces in some of them. I often get criticised by my friend "Artiste" for my taste in books, because they are mostly romantic novels, but what can I say, I'm a sucker for romantic things and happy, lovely endings.
But the twist for me comes when I read the ending, I like the beginning and how the story evolves but half of the time (or even more) I tend to get disappointed by the ending, in my opinion, most of the writers rush the ending by giving people what they want, a happ couple or a mistery solved, but sometimes that's not what suits the book the most, sometimes killing the main character, leaving the mystery unsolved or just making it a 100 pages longer can make a huge difference, that's why even when I read 70+ books a year, only a few can make the cut into my amazing list of "My Favourites"
- The Divergent Series by Veronica Roth. Let's start with the controversial one, I made a mistake and went to watch the movie before I read the book, I liked it and that's why I started to read the books, I read the series in over 3 days while I was on holiday and I loved them, some may think that they are similar to "The Hunger Games" but the only thing they have in similar is the fact that they both are dystopias, other than that they are really different story lines, what I enjoyed the most was that in the last book you get answers for everything without leaving room for doubts, and of course even when the ending of the series made me cry like a baby, it was what suited the story the most.
- The Other Countess by Eve Edwards. My personal favourite, it's a historic novel, I first picked it up as another book, because I needed to get three books to get a discount, when I started to read it, I was amazed, the story takes you away, you feel what the characters are feeling, you understand a lot of things and you get to read really romantic phrases from the characters. I do recommend it, you should go and read it, because in my opinion more people need to know about it.
- Just One Day by Gayle Forman. A weird one, I read it because I found it all alone, when I first read it, it didn't made much sense and I found the story quite plain, lame and boring, but it wasn't until I had the opportunity to read the other two books of the series and read a rather funny review on "GoodReads" that I understood what the book was about and enjoyed it, I re-read and understood where the author was going and I actually think is good "Rainy Day" book.
- Where She Went by Gayle Forman. The sequel of "If I Stay", I read it because of the cliff hanger that the first book leaves you on, at first I was hesitant of whether I was enjoying it or not, but again, I was pleasantly surprised by the turn things take in this book, I don't want to give any spoilers but you do get answers for everything even when time has passed, again, this is more of like a "Rainy Day" type of book, I think you can enjoy.
 - Anna and the French Kiss by Stephanie Perkins. A light one, the story is weird, it took me a while to really enjoy the book, thought the story I was screaming the characters to see what was beyond their noses, but again, their never listen, I enjoyed it, I would re-read but again, this book is not for everyone.
Those are the books have made the cut so far, for me, a book becomes a favourite when I enjoy everything about it, not get bored and I can re-read, most of the books I can enjoy but I wouldn't re-read,if you want to see those, I'm in the process of sorting our my library in GoodReads, I'll post it when it's ready.

“Sometimes, you read a book and it fills you with this weird evangelical zeal, and you become convinced that the shattered world will never be put back together unless and until all living humans read the book.” ― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

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